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"A thought crushed my mind..."

I have often said how I don't like dreams. I don't think dreams do anything but keep your mind busy while you sleep. I just get annoyed by the emotional response from dreams. I very rarely have nightmares. Most of my dreams are dumb situations that would not happen, but more realistic.

I did have a very weird dream the evening of February 16, 2011. I had a dream that I haven't spoke with my mother in a long time. In the dream it was like I just haven't called her in that time and I just remembered. I attempted calling phone numbers from my childhood to contact her, and even remembered the numbers correctly. I then talked to my siblings to find a way to contact my mother, but all of us were in the same situation of not talking to her and no way to talk to her. After that i woke up. I wasn't upset or angry when i awoke, but more confused. I did think i need to call her and the next realized she had died many years ago.

I don't recall have any dreams about my mother in many years. The weirdest part i didn't realize till the next day. February 17, 2011, the morning that I woke up after the dream, was exactly 16 year anniversary of my mothers death. I didn't really think about the anniversary before that day so how did my mind know? Does my sub conscious have its own calendar? Or could it be more of a supernatural element? In the Sixth Sense the spirits can relate feelings and thoughts to the living while they are sleeping. Could this be an example of that? My mother telling me to contact her? But she would know there isn't a way to do that. Is she a restless spirit that has waited 16 years to finally make contact? Most likely it is all just a strange coincident.